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A personal letter
by Marlene Aguilar
You and I, as few others, know that we were born alone and that we will die alone. We are mere instruments that will dance gracefully to the will of the cosmic universe. I will absorb knowledge and wisdom as events unfold and from whatever happens to me and from whoever comes my way. I will grow.
The earth unravels and the world falls apart because of the acts of evil men. Men who have access to great external powers. Men who promote greed and who hunger for power. Of these men, of those who rule America, many of them may have been great warriors. They were, some still are, military men with great minds and strong spirit. Men who commanded and who can command large armies of soldiers. Some of these men of power have won many battles on foreign fields. But they have never confronted and conquered the most difficult battle of all; that is the battle within themselves. They have no inner peace. They have no balance. How can such men bring balance and harmony to the world when they cannot do it for themselves?
How do these men confront someone like me? Someone who has neither greed nor hunger for power. I won my inner battles a long, long time ago. Men of power will come and they will try to harm me. But they cannot destroy what is within me. They will never touch my soul. They can never capture my soul. What is within me has been shattered many times before during this life and by previous lives on earth. And many times I have put the pieces together. I've done it so often that it comes to me as second nature now. The seers say I am no longer human as the rest of you are.
This life is only a fraction of the whole grand scheme of existence. After this life my journey will continue to another life, possibly on another plane. What I accomplish in this life I do for the evolution of my soul. I want my life to matter. I want to give something that will benefit the future of my people and the earth - my true mother.
People have different compartments that make up their psyche. Most can only use these compartments individually, one at a time. It is only when they have conquered their inner battles, as I have, that they can use these compartments collectively. When I learned to do this I discovered the inner strength and power that was unknown to me before. Today, not only am I able to use all my inner elements collectively, but I can use them individually or in any combination that I choose!
In the end no matter what is thrown at me, my inner self remains intact. And it will remain untouchable. I will face my destiny alone. And heaven will give me passage for I am only loyal to my soul. This is the only way to achieve full wisdom, omnipotence and enlightenment. My soul will evolve to a higher place. It is done.
Marlene Aguilar
May 26, 2008
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